Wednesday, February 18, 2015
Thank You Beautiful People....
I felt a bit lost yesterday. Waiting is hard on people. I prayed a lot and praying still. Even when it doesn't sound like much hope. I can never give up hope. I just pray more. :)
I can tell you a little about my brother. He was what was called a "player". Loved the women but could never really commit to them... He married a younger woman and had 2 sons... Then it was a repete of our own childhood. Drinking, fighting, screaming. There were times it looked like things might work out, but they never really did.
When Mommy was alive she would almost hand lead them into better ways. But she babied Mark a bit too much. She loved us and didn't know how to say no to some. If you are parents you know some times "No" is the best thing you can say to your child.
Then Mark divorced and things got ugly...you know, Dr. Phil show ugly... Myself, I stay away from all that drama...it makes my tummy hurt. LOL. I think everyone in my family has had their days of woe. You just have to grow from that. But Mark's life style was more bars again, so his health has truly suffered. I didn't like his ways, but I love him, he's my brother.
Sorry, I think I am nervous and just prattling. Bless all of you. Bless all of us. XO