I felt a bit lost yesterday. Waiting is hard on people. I prayed a lot and praying still. Even when it doesn't sound like much hope. I can never give up hope. I just pray more. :)
I can tell you a little about my brother. He was what was called a "player". Loved the women but could never really commit to them... He married a younger woman and had 2 sons... Then it was a repete of our own childhood. Drinking, fighting, screaming. There were times it looked like things might work out, but they never really did.
When Mommy was alive she would almost hand lead them into better ways. But she babied Mark a bit too much. She loved us and didn't know how to say no to some. If you are parents you know some times "No" is the best thing you can say to your child.
Then Mark divorced and things got ugly...you know, Dr. Phil show ugly... Myself, I stay away from all that drama...it makes my tummy hurt. LOL. I think everyone in my family has had their days of woe. You just have to grow from that. But Mark's life style was more bars again, so his health has truly suffered. I didn't like his ways, but I love him, he's my brother.
Sorry, I think I am nervous and just prattling. Bless all of you. Bless all of us. XO
So sorry to hear about your brother, hope he continues to improve, good, bad or otherwise they are our family. And Lord knows every family has its problems.
ReplyDeleteThank you . You know you tried to advise nicely and lead them to the right path...but they have want to go there. I just learned to love them and not get to involved in their personal lives. Bless you, xoxo,Susie
DeleteI find that "talking" helps!! I will continue to pray for healing for your brother and Peace for you. Waiting is hard...take care.
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Thank you Deb. Just knowing anyone else cares some times really helps. Waiting makes me half crazy LOL. xoxo,Susie
DeleteI understand, families often have their struggles and a black sheep, we still love them tho. Prayers for your family.
ReplyDeleteLinda, I think our whole family was kind of gray. anyways. LOL. Thank you for your prayers....you are in mine too. xoxo,Susie
DeleteSusie,
ReplyDeleteThere are struggles in all families. Sorry to hear that your brother Mark is struggling so. I am saying a prayer for your brother that he will get better from all of this. Stay strong and remember love conquers all and is deeper than any addiction or handicaps. So sweet to see how much you love your brother and want the best for him. Hugs Susie.
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Kris, If you could be Mark's nurse and he could see you...well he'd be trying his best to get better. LOL I burst out crying at times. can't help it. I want to be the strong person, but it is hard to do. Thank you for the prayers and kind words. xoxo,Susie
DeleteI am so sorry about Mark, Susie It is sad because you know that his life style most likely contributed to his stroke Middle brain stroke is the most common one, I believe They say that listening to music really helps those with middle brain strokes-although I am not sure how much it helps.
ReplyDeleteI will pray for him AND you It is never easy to watch someone suffer. I am glad that you have family members that can actually be there with him They won't know until the swelling is down how much real damage there is I am so sorry
You aren't prattling at all You are just sharing a bit of your life with us xo Diana
Diana, Markie was warned to stop smoking and drinking....but he has a head like a rock. Thankful his heart is kind. We just love our family and endure. I thank you for the prayers. He has been saved "many" times. Bless you, xoxo,Susie
DeleteIt's a tough time for everyone. I'm hoping for a full recovery.
ReplyDeleteThank you Missy. The waiting is not easy...it's kind of stressful...that's why I pray so much. I ask to be strong for others...some times I need to be strong for myself. Bless you, xoxo,Susie
DeleteI'll pray for your brother. Hope he heals quickly. xoxo
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Japolina. We appreciate everyone that offers up a prayer. Hope you and your fellows are doing well. Blessings, xoxo,Susie
DeleteOh Susie, my heart breaks for you. I will be praying for Mark that the swelling will go down and he will recover. I pray that this experience might be what will change his destructive life style. Also praying for YOU and the family. Waiting is the worst part. Sending love and prayers.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much dear Wanda. I want my brother well and on the right path. Blessings , xoxo,Susie
ReplyDeleteNo matter what, we never stop loving those we wish we could save. Thinking about you all and praying for Mark.
ReplyDeletePeggy...just as you said honey, no matter what...our love goes on. Thank you for the prayers. xoxo,Susie
DeleteOh my dear sweet Susie, please know that I am praying for your brother and for you and your whole family. xx
ReplyDeleteAlso, if I wrote you of all the DR. PHIL moments in my family, you would not believe me!! Take care and KEEP THE FAITH.
Kay, Thank you so much. I know my family wasn't the only family with woes . I just chose not live like that myself...not saying I have had a perfect life, but I had love to give my children...make me want a better way of life. Bless you, xoxo,Susie
DeleteSusie, my prayers continue for you and your family as Mark goes through this very serious health crisis. xo Nellie
ReplyDeleteThank you Nellie. I know these prayers are helping our family. Bless you, xoxo,Susie
DeleteI can certainly your feelings. This is a traumatic experience for anyone. It's tough to know what to say. Thinking back on my own family all you can do is hope and cope.
ReplyDeleteThank you Boston Boy. It means a lot to all of us. Bless you, xoxo,Susie
DeleteI'm really sorry. Waiting is hard. I hope something will change for him very soon. It's so sad to hear the strife and drama you describe.
ReplyDeleteNonnie, I never give up hope...I know prayer is a strong tool in life. Bless you, xoxo,Susie
DeleteSo sorry, Susie, to hear about your brother. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Sending hugs!
ReplyDeleteHi Cindy, Thank you for the prayers...it means so much to my family and me. Blessings, xoxo,Susie
DeletePraying right now, for your brother and for you. God is more than able to heal your brother, physically and spiritually. Asking God to strengthen you as well. Keep your eyes on Jesus my friend. He never fails!!
ReplyDeleteI will pray for your brother and all of you. So sorry that ya'll have to go thru all this.
ReplyDeleteYou are so wise to never stop praying.......
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Family is family, warts and all. Sure hope your brother recovers. ((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteSusie, you are such a loving sister to your brother. It's good to know a bit about him when I am praying for him. Keeping him in my thoughts today.
ReplyDeletelove, ~Sheri
oh Susie, I wanted to tell you that my mom had a stroke later on in her life. I've heard of people recovering after they have strokes, so keep "hope" in your life right now.
ReplyDelete~Sheri